To live or not to live?

I know that all my pain and sufferings are just momentary, but it's so hard to be patient and wait.
Everything just doesn't seem fair..
but then again, nothing's ever fair in life.
Even though everyone has problems, why is it that mine's so much worse??
Is it because I'm making it that way???
sigh.....

I'm sick and tired of being depressed...but it's so hard not to be.
I know I'm acting childish for my age...
.....how pathetic...



-grace-